I have not posted a purchase page for months.




A tube top, with braided belt.
Very Comfortable.










Splashes of paint mini dress.
Made of very soft material - rayon.











Geometric dress from H81.







2 Skorts - Grey n Peach respectively. Good for casual days.






Stripe dress.
Something very different from my usual.
 
 
 
 
 




Butterfly outwear

Soft chiffon, buterfly printed.

















Dresses from blogshop:

From ohvola.

Disappoint in this.
The color really differ alot and it seem like a piece of old cloth (due to the color).
What i like, the material is rather soft.





From  fairebelle

I like this dress.






Also, spent money on Lasik....which burn my bank account.
And i went for courses too, which further deepen the damages.

Someone once told me: "Style doesn't cost".
To me, it is true, fashionable doesn't cost, but it is the product that cost.

A person wearing a t-shirt, jeans and slackers doesn't stand out.
And to be exact, the t-shirt, jeans and slackers are all bought using money.
If u didn't have any money, how are you going to buy all these?

If instead of just t-shirt, but put on with a vest. Instead of slackers, but a pair of boots.
Together with some accessories.
Total = $$$ again.

Often, certain things make me realise i do have a different mindset from people.
I always put monetary value in front of other factors.

Why is reality so cruel & ugly?
Why the world is so fake?
Why people are so selfish?
Why companies look down at people who do not perform in school?
Is school result and certs really determine everything?
Does local or oversea university really matters?
Doesn't experience better than cert?
Why jobs search need to depend on luck?
When do luck appear?

All n all......

Why is it so hard for me to get a job?
I only wanted to work in that industry, is that really that hard?
The industry is competitive and small. I know.
I got talents or not, it is not U to determined.

I have been trying for years.
All methods just to get into the industry.
All i wanted was to try.
How to be convinced that i'm not cut for the industry, when i haven't even try.
It ok, if i failed the interviews.
But the problem is, i didn't even get the interviews.

And what make it worst is,
I meet all the requirements.

I went to pray (so many times), but the only ans i ever received is WAIT!
Just how long do i have to wait?

Or should i just return to where i have come from?

Tell me.

Today marks the 100th day of granny's death.
Went for the praying session. My mum dreamt of her, saying that she is happy.
I'm happy too. =) Granny, be good & happy,k.

Dad always laugh at my lousy driving skills.
I experience his lousy skills just now!
Right beside me, his side mirror got brushed, he didn't notice it, till i shouted. Lousy. Boo....
He got 30yrs, i got 2 yrs. So, who got lousy skills now...
But he drove a huge van, i drove a small car......
I haven't drive for a yr.....i'm missing 小红 so much.

His reaction is just the same as mine....no wonder, people always say, we are alike.